Friday, May 9, 2008
Okay lets see how my day went. First of all, I have a feeling He knows i like him. N i am like WTF. O>O. Feeling so stupid right now. I thought i could take on the world today and it all turned out to be a crappy shittay day. It's like, from 4.30 am till like now at 3. Life wtf mannnnnnn. I really really wanna take a break from all this crappy things. haih i seriously don't know who my friends are now. In JB I feel like I'm loosing you guys. In SG i seriously feel pwned somehow, sometimes. And I turn out to be the prep that thinks everything's okay when it's not! Effed off la. And then come the "wise" people who just say that everybody in my school is a bad example. So what la If i'm just 13. How do i know i'd live to be 20? Ever heard the saying live life to the fullest. Live everyday as if u can't live no more? I wanna do that but, "oh you can wait." like go die la. seriously damn pissed off la. Then there is me who thinks everythings gonna be fine after this. ALAMAK go die la me. TO think just cuz of a WAVE a WAVE there's hope? like, seriously, I need to get an effing life. Essh i just wanna lay down n die la. .....Breathe....... Vivaldi. yea. i'm gonna see vivaldi soon. It's gonna be okay. i wish. Oh crap. I don't effing care la. I'm not gonna give a single damn care to anything. I'm gonna live my life till i die.
Crapped up.
3:23 PM
